okay. im alive, my surgury- sucess. i spelt that wrong huh :-\ what*ev. i missss my peeps at eschula(i suck at espanol) i bet they dont miss me :(( eww. thanksgiving SUCKED. i had a REALY LIFE DR. MCDREAMY! ahhhh *heaven* Dr. SOTO♥ hes hot sex.. even though hes like in his FORTIES!!! im down for old people ;) haha idk what else to say. buutt fuckoff and i love sonny fucking moore wayyy more than 15 y/o teenie boppers!
okay the new 30stm video i swear on my life was ammmazing. jared's blue eyes <3 tomo's non facial haired face <33333 SHANNON's facial hair hottt shit<3333333333333 i am marrying shannon AND tomo ANNNDDD sonny. and were allll having lots of babies <3
i just loved the fight scene. and how they each got theirselves in an awkward situation... i think the band is sooo fucking talented and hot (MINUS MATT << SRRY) i am sooooo giving them Leanora's favorite band award.. im making an award thingy this year. helll yes!!!!!!!!!!
Leanora's Favorite Bands: 1. FFTL 2. 30 STM <33333333333333333333333333333333 3. The Used THERES MORE im just tooo fucking lazy to type them ALL
im kinda pissed i got disconneted.. any way i have to start over
okay so i just got done watching the 30stm video. i am in love with it. i realized Jared is HOT!!! and he licks his lips in the begining.. WOW tomo i think is gay.. or loves bears.... hmmm a bear gave him head.wow.. hes really hot tho ((sorry my sonnyyyy <3)) shannon.. ahhhhhh hes whoa hot... it breaks my heart how he and tomo are HOT!! the other dude ... ehwwww... hes a drunk.. he and his clone drank together. it pisses me off how jared said they'd be there for 2 days, and they were there for like a week!! gr gr gr grrr andd what happened to them? i think their clones killed them? WATCH IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOW!!!!
omg! i got the besttt gift EVERRRRRR. THANKSSSS NEE NEE and lizzayy <3333333 ahhh im justttt soo happy! they made me a sonny moore build a bear,ahhh hes fucking orgasmic!!! (i stole yer word neee neeee <3) i SERIOUSLY wanted to cry when i opened the box, thats how happy i was. they are the BEST friends i can ask for. i love you guys. and i also got a mcr cd( new one <33) and Bethayy<33 got me napolan dinamite(idk know how to speellll) gift card <3 anddddd a seeexay penguin. its hot. with biiiig eyesss. lol
it sucked, i had a bad day at school the next day which IS today was FUUUNN i went to a porno shop <33 and to 99 then to the 99 cent store where i met a veryyyy attractive man(i spelt it wrong..) and then to walmarrt :) anddd then home..
tomorrow is my partyyy :) :) :) my guests are wearing party princess hats and BIG rings ^_^
NASHVILLEE_-_-_ AWEESOMEEE <3 i love joe. hes a hoe. we made up an Arber song--- AWESOMEE i ran over a baby.. hahahaha with my luggage. lmao GOOD TIMEEESSS>>> sorry little baby. fucking la torta meowed at me--->>> WWWOOWW its real too... *wonderrs*
CAKE & PIE --- swwweeeett. "joe needs pie!" and "nee nee neeedsss CAKE!" hahaha
♥ ifuckingLOVEEEEEyousonny ♥ [but i think i LOVEEEEE NASHVILLE more]
okay- columbia, ROCKED.. aneta--- whoaaa silly goose ♥ I GOT BIT IN THE TOE BY A BEAVER! if someone told u that would u believe them? NO RIIGHT?!? **** [not naming names] is suchh a fucking LIAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! not kidding.... tomorrow is NASHHVILLE yo ♥ LAAA FUCKING TORTA PLANE TIME!!!!! <3333 whhoootttt and nee-nee and joe-hoe
i feel like shit bc of HIM*** loser. Ryan--- BLEW me offffff kinda.... ?
wuteverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr iFUCKINGLOVESUNSHINEMOORE ♥ >> its true, no-doubt.
and dont forget lay-lay LOVES you.
'P.S' yer my diiirty boy ♥ <3
current mood: >> idk what that means.... current music: Good News And Bad News • KARATE HIGH SCHOOOOLL [yo] ♥
okay tomorrow is Columbia!! ^_^ wooottttt <3 wednesday im leaving to nashville <33 then 16th is my birthday-- which idc bc im just getting older x.x ummm 22nd is my surgury-- good - i hope i die on the table. if i dont diiee then the 30th im off to nyc(again) if im betterish idc ill cart my ass in a wheel chair. lmao hmmmm... thennnn -posssibly the 8th or 9th im GETTING MY LIP PIERCEDDD.. again <33333 woohoo ♥ iloveyou*
sad, i couldve been with nee-nee and lizzzzardd- at 30stm. nope... i got sick X.X ='( im sad. fri. i got a cellular fone. whooaaa... not a sidekick- w.e i got a FUcKING FONE! and its NOT pre-paid- HOLY shit. im moving up in the world!
nashville-- SOOONN son. fucking COLUMBIA! NOVEMBER FUCKING 6th WHOOTTT
MY BIRTHDAY--- WHO fucking CARES! im JUST getting OLD!
school is starting- whoopy! dave and i made up and made out... he said we used each other.. mhmmmm i kinda did. fucking scarey. i met ryan. hes cool... were just friends we made out too. imma whore. lmao im friends with colleen.. hopefully this will work. i dont want a bf- just a makeout buddy thats fun. they can be a quicky mart i went school shopping it was fun..... me and daniella arent friends... good. yeah. Warped Tour was AWESOME! i met jon from Billy Talent :) AND Chris from Less Than Jake. :) Aneta& Liz went.. mucho fun! xXx
current mood: cranky current music: Glycerine • BUSH
it really sucks to think people actually give a shit about you.. and it hurts more that i have to cry because of stupid things thats surround me. how can someone be so spiteful- and clueless. i dont need this in my life. im sick of games, and the scars that forever haunts me. enternally and on me. IM DONE dealing with this. goodbye, forever.
men=suck... thanks DAVE! shit head! thanks sar, i have to find a new warped tour mate- ugh. i leave w. this...
Taking hold, breaking in The pressures on, need to circulate Mesmerized and taken in Moving slow, so it resonates It's time to rest, not to sleep away My thoughts alone, try to complicate I'll do my best, to seek you out And be myself, not impersonate
Tried so hard to not walk away And when things didn't go my way I'll still carry on and on just the same
I've always been strong But can't make this happen 'Cause I need to breathe, I want to breathe you in The fear of becoming So tired of running Cause I need to breathe, I want to breathe you in I want to breathe you in
I'm going in, so cover me Your compass will, help me turn the page The laughing stock I'll never be Because I won't let them take me
Tried so hard to not walk away And when things don't go my way I'll still carry on and on just the same
I've always been strong But can't make this happen 'Cause I need to breathe, I want to breathe you in The fear of becoming So tired of running Cause I need to breathe...
Took awhile to see all the love that's around me Through the highs and lows there's a truth that I know And it's You
I've always been strong But can't make this happen 'Cause I need to breathe, I want to breathe you in The feel of becoming So tired of running Cause I need to breathe, I want to breathe you in I want to breathe you in I want to breathe you in I want to breathe you in I want to... I want to... I want to breathe you in I want to breathe you in I want to breathe... I want to... I want to...
current mood: crushed current music: thousand foot krutch
yep i am. today was work i feel shitty, i hate guys.. they suuuckk the life out of you! seriously. dave never fucking called back.. douche bag. whatever! i cant wait to loose all this fucking FAT! then all you fuckers will be soorrrryy!! yeah!! SORRY yep imma psycho, im BI-POLAR!!!
fin.
P.S: how can i be mad at dave, if he doesnt even know im madd at him or better yet, he doesnt even know i really like him. shit! he doesnt even fucking know hes breaking my heart!!
current mood: depressed current music: senses fail... lady a blue dress
im listening to this song.and all i can think about is dave- i want to cry because he doesnt even know that my heart breaks because of him. i want to be with him so badly but i dont wanna ruin what we have. he didnt call me back after the message i left him. ;_; that hurts me soo badly. i dont care anymore. is it true that everyone has their special someone? or is it just a lie - to get your hopes up. and when you find your special someone. they tell you they love you and you think its a lie. thats what i do to ruin everything.a person tells me that he cares about and he tells me he thinks im beautiful. and i think hes lying to me. and he gets so fed up with me putting myself down and its over. all i want is to find that one person that can tell me all that and mean it. well at least i know he means it. i have trust issues. im not confident at all. i wish i can look in the mirror without hating myself. i ruinned my self. i let my self go. and i will always hate myself for that. im trying soo hard to correct my problem but its soo hard to do it right.i think i will do any possible to help myself. sometimes i want to kill myself. i sometimes think i am going to end my life. but im not ready- i need add one last thing to my life - and then im ready to go.
i leave you with this song- thanks to it i wrote this out: Turn out the light. Just say goodnight to yourself. May I remind you, when you find you're all alone's when you, you've got to be strong. Thats when they call you in the night. He's got your picture in his mind. He's got your number on a paper at his disposal anytime.
Is it really true? Could you save yourself for someone who could love you for you? So many times we just give it away to someone who, someone who...
You met in a bar in the back of a car and for a moment you felt important but not in your heart. 'Cause my self esteem, its been low go ahead and count, its been lower than low And I know the feeling of it stealing life out from under me.
...cause i wanna learn how you save yourself for someone who could love you for you! So many times we just give it away to someone who couldn't even remember your name Could you save yourself for someone who loves you for you and loves me for me? We give it away to someone who someone who'd cherish your name.
'Cause I wanna learn how you save yourself for someone who loves you for you? And loves me for me we give it away to someone who, someone who'd cherish your name cherish your name.
current mood: gloomy current music: save yourself... i NEED TO LITERALLY!
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